月度归档:2016年01月

我总以为我有很多次机会

今天貌似又输给了自己,自己给自己的理由永远是妥协一下,照顾一下内心小人的需求吧,下次一定不会这样,此时不享受更待何时?

总是暗示自己,我还有很多次机会,总是纵容自己的欲望和习惯,总是习惯被牵着走,总是不愿意逃离自己的舒服区域,总以为,everything gonna be ok.殊不知,正是这样的温水煮青蛙般煮着自己,正是这样过一秒算一秒,正是这般期待着下一次一定会有好的表现,总是寄希望于明天去解决。

可真正感觉到痛的时候,回头看竟然已经堕落到如此地步,竟然陷的如此之深,但是却不知道这一路怎么是混过来的,怎么是离彼岸越来越远的了。

Busy living or busy dying.

还是那句话,要想成为名角儿,需要自个儿成全自个儿。逃离这该死的舒服区,把自己扔过去!!

《霸王别姬》观后感

五年后再看这个电影,慢慢有点明白了。人啊,如果想要成为名角儿,需要自个儿成全自个儿。

一点一滴的抵抗诱惑,一点一滴的往前走,一点一滴的培养习惯和惯性,哪有那么多的平地起高楼呢?很多时候都是积土成山和积水成渊,而普通人都只看到了高山和海洋而已。

vultr vps shadowsocks

从最开始的linode vps到digitalocean的 vps,再到现在vultr的vps,真实折腾了一路啊。觉得什么东西只要中国人一哄而上效果都要打折扣,比如digitalocean,比如Facebook。

刚好搜到了一篇文章:http://mpc2008cn.github.io/2015/10/22/vps/。然后就部署了,确实还不错,希望不会像digitalocean那样坑爹吧,好歹我还冲了几百大洋。哎!

I am old, but i don’t know how

This is what you see when you’re young,everything seems really close,that’s the future and that’s what you see when you are old, everything seems really far away.that’s the past.

我已经老了,但却不知道怎么老的~虚度光阴的感觉真不爽。

纪伯伦:我曾经七次鄙视自己的灵魂

第一次,当它本可进取时,却故作谦卑;

第二次,当它在空虚时,用爱欲来填充;

第三次,在困难和容易之间,它选择了容易;

第四次,它犯了错,却借由别人也会犯错来宽慰自己;

第五次,它自由软弱,却把它认为是生命的坚韧;

第六次,当它鄙夷一张丑恶的嘴脸时,却不知那正是自己面具中的一副;

第七次,它侧身于生活的污泥中,虽不甘心,却又畏首畏尾。

The first time when I saw her being meek that she might attain height.
The second time when I saw her limping before the crippled.
The third time when she was given to choose between the hard and the easy, and she chose the easy.
The fourth time when she committed a wrong, and comforted herself that others also commit wrong.
The fifth time when she forbore for weakness, and attributed her patience to strength.
The sixth time when she despised the ugliness of a face, and knew not that it was one of her own masks.
And the seventh time when she sang a song of praise, and deemed it a virtue.

一点一滴的向着美好拼尽全力!